O.k. here's more food for thought. What ever happened to the wonder years? and no I don't mean the show(gladly that has come back) I mean the days that you spent drinking coffee for hours at a coffee shop with your friends, or going out on the weekends wondering what adventure was going to happen this time. I sit here wondering about the wonder years not understanding what's changed. I was just as busy a few years ago as I am now so what happened? Was it my interests that changed? did my friends change? did I get more lazy?(impossible!) Antisocial? Why is life different now? I still have deep discussions with my friends...but somehow even those have changed slightly(oh ya, cause we have to be up early and can't sip coffee till the 2.a.m. happy hour). I suppose in hindsight it's safe to say that I got caught up in the rush hour traffic that is life, and instead of creating moments with people who interest me and inspire me, I chose to do things like write this blog(cutting off a moment with ma-which I just realized), and put my energy in stuff..useless stuff, machines, electronics, tv(my god!!that damn tv!!)etc.. you know the drill. And maybe that's why time seems to fly by. because we stop creating those ever so important moments that fill the gap, the void. "Stop! and think it ooover"(Soprano's...I think...)
Now if you will excuse me have an all important moment creating date with my t.v. tonight. 3 hours of false amusement that I can't live with, yet nor can I live without. (god, someone please get me out of this abusive relationship)
reality,life,human nature,laziness,moments
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